I can feel the poison of stagnation
spreading through my veins. I wonder, perhaps
it is almost time to have my blood overhauled,
time to look back at the efforts that I have put
here and against that investment, I think,
no matter how rude it may seem per se,
it is time to bring out and check the register
of my loss and gain for the time I have spent here.
This is the place where I have grown to be
whatever I am today. Sadly though,
the headspace for further growth has shrunk recently
and the fact that I was born here has been a curse,
for here the natives are valued less than the foreigners,
so I wonder, how uncertain can rest of the world be!
